PTA

No, not Parent Teacher Association, but rather a Training Area on one of the other islands of Hawaii. And the LT will be there for roughly a month. He left Monday. Bright and early. I have gotten to talk to him in some form every day since...I'm still waiting on a call tonight, it may or may not come. I hope it comes, but I've heard from him via text, so that just might have to do for tonight.

I'm doing really well with the separation part of it. I don't mind it so much. I just can't seem to get motivated to do any of the house work. And it is such a chore to actually cook a meal for myself. I'm going to have to bite the bullet and do dishes tomorrow because I'm not going to have anything to use for making food on. And I was going to do it today, but I just couldn't. I walk in the kitchen and look at the sink and walk out because it frightens me. It overwhelms me. My heart starts racing and my palms get sweaty. And I run...and I think part of the no motivation is from not sleeping well, which probably because of the LT being gone. The bed is just so lonely. It's not like when he leaves for work in the mornings, because he's not there at night to leave. And even with the AC on I hear every little peep. I turned music on last night, and that seemed to help, so I'm going upload some more onto my phone tonight and try that. I figure it won't hurt my battery since I charge my phone over night anyways.

Well, that is just an update on us. The LT will be back in about a month, and I'll just be here...